January 2012
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It doesn't matter if you tell 200 people a secret....
December 2011
158 posts
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15 weeks.
Pregnancy Stats:
How Far Along: 15 weeks
Size of baby: The size of an apple! It’s getting huuuge!
Total Weight Gain: between 0-1 pound. Which I’m pretty happy about. I don’t want to gain more than necessary!
Gender: Again, I wont find out for a few weeks. I’ll probably find out in early February.
Movement: I don’t feel movement yet. I can’t waaait! (I’m keeping this...
Doctor: Are you sexually active
Me: Does it look like anything would want to have sex with this
"What's your favorite vegetable?"
Pizza.
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Today is a couch day.
I’ve been throwing up all day. I’ve only managed to get down some soup and crackers. I have a killer headache.
I feel really dehydrated but I’m afraid if I drink it will make me sick. :(
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Just so you know.
I love my mom a lot. And we get over things really quick. haha. Everything’s been sort of peaceful for the past couple days now, which is nice.
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I make the mistake of waking up at 7:30 to pee and...
And of course I get a very early lecture and questioning as to why I would even think it’s okay to ask if he could spend the night.
A simple “I’m sorry, we’re just not comfortable with that right now.” would have been a fine answer. I would have been perfectly okay with that.
But I get the exploding reaction. And then my dad walk in on her yelling at me and she...
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negative.
Kyle’s car broke down in on driveway on Christmas Eve. So I’ve been picking him up and taking him home and taking him to get parts and stuff, which is fine.
Tonight I was pretty tired, and fell asleep during a movie at about 10:00, which is early for me. My mom comes in and wakes me up and says I better take him home so I can get to bed. I asked my mom if he could stay the night and...
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Should I buy some yoga pants with my giftcard now,...
I have a couple pairs of yoga pants I wear all the time, but they’re getting kind of worn out. When I’m not wearing them, I’m wearing leggings and a dress because the only jeans that fit me are really not nice looking at all.
I’m not sure if I should invest in more yoga pants, which could potentially grow with me. Or if I should save my money and wait a couple months to...
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happy, happy, happy, happy
I realize lately my blog isn’t very happy :P I’ve been grumpy/depressed lately and a major scrooge. So I’m going to try to uplift it a little.
For Christmas I got:
-Money ($90!)
-Two books (one about pregnancy and one about saving the environment?)
-Pajama tops and bottoms
-Earrings! :) Little diamond (not real) studs. haha.
-Magazine holder
-A book on making...
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In the middle of...
sex. I hear the dog bark and I’m instantly out of the mood. And then I feel all exposed and dirty and I want to cry.
The sad thing is, this use to happen before I was pregnant, too. Not just the dog barking, but even something else…like I could hear a car on the road or someone talking downstairs or a clock ringing, and I feel like I’m back to “reality” and out of...
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14 weeks.
Pregnancy Stats:
How Far Along: 14 weeks
Size of baby: About the size of a lemon apparently.
Total Weight Gain: I just stepped on the scale. I was seriously afraid to do so because my appetite has been returning in the past couple days and I’ve felt like I’ve gained a tooon of fat. Apparently I’ve gained a pound.
Gender: I wont find out for another 6 weeks or so :(
Movement: I...
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So you know how when you're young and going...
I have the same anxious/excited feelings with pregnancy.
I want to grow a belly and have heavy milky boobs! I can’t wait. haha.
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I should probably mention this before it sounds...
Kyle and I are considering adoption. It’s been something I’ve had in the back of my mind since I was about 8 weeks, but he wasn’t very open to it until recently. It seems as though we’re leaning more towards keeping the baby then not keeping them, but it’s still something we’re considering and at least looking into.
Being able to find out more information and...
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I hope I get out of this funk I'm in soon.
I hope life starts to feel exciting again, and I get excited about our little baby. I want to want to be a mother.
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Relationship Milestones
Met: November 2010
Kissed: December 2010
Had sex: January 2011
Started dating: December 2010
Moved in together: We haven’t.
I told him I loved him in: January 2011
Married: We’re not.
Found out we were pregnant: October 2011
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It's pretty depressing
that everybody seems to instantly be in love with their babies. I don’t love my baby yet. I take my vitamin, try to eat somewhat healthy, and stay away from certain things. I wouldn’t do anything that would harm them. But I don’t love them. If I were to miscarry right now, I think I would be more so upset over having told everybody and starting to make plans and adjustments than...