In about 17 weeks…

My baby will leave me, and I’ll no longer get to carry it everywhere I go forever. It wont be with me 24/7 forever.

And it’s just going to get older and go to school, and leave me again. And then it’s going to make friends and leave me some more. Then it’s going to get a boyfriend/girlfriend and eventually get married and leave me, and then it’s going to have kids of its own and they wont be my little baby anymore.

(unless it decides to choose some other life path, which is totally cool with me. But still, traveling the world, playing WOW in my basement when it’s 30, whatever…it’s leaving me).

Why can’t it stay in my belly forever? I hope the next few months get uncomfortable so I’ll actually want to give birth. I just love having it close to me all the time :( And one day I’ll be 80 and lonely and miss when I was pregnant. wahhh. :(